+beautiful things in life+
i was reading baby blues comic bk yst. i dunno if ya haf eva
heard of baby blues but i simply adore it!! hmm..maybe
coz' da everyday facts of life are illustrated in a very nice
and funny way...as for me i've really learnt alot frm these
comics. at end of day i feel dat life isn't so bad after all...
can't wait for my motherhood. actually..haha..scared at e
same time..mother hood actually means sacrifices...n de
sacrfices will come in many ways..haha..ayte..cut e crap
n back to de bk..okies so when i was reading e bk yst,
i came across this particular comic strip which grabbed
my attention. it was a conversation between 4 yr-old
Hammie and his mom..
Hammie: Mom, may I know wad's de time?
Mom: The clock is there. I'm sure u can read de clock
on ur own rite?
Hammie: But mom, i dun trust the clocks.
Mom: Hmm..why not?
Hammie: Coz' if an hr is long and a minute is short,
den y is de hr hand short and the minute hand long?
well, peepz..this is actually an intellectual qn. i think e
fella who invented de hands on de clocks gg to faint
when he hears this qn. hahaha!!! there r some things
in life dat might actually be amusing. The other day
Rohini asked me an intellectual qn..haha..
Qn: Why is it called a building when it is already built?
boy, dat was when i realised dat i can't ans any single
intellectual qnz. how dumb could i get? haiz...jeez...
wadeva it is...i just havta tell myself dat "smart ppl
dun ans dat kinda qnz"..haha..
speaking abt wadeva..i just got reminded of the two
new drinks "wadeva" n "anything"... they must have
come up with this name so dat ppl would find it
interesting n give it a try..must say gd
marketing skills..anyway, i heard frm Sayedah dat
e drink is almost e same as Coke jus dat it's highly
carbonated. wadeva it is, i didn't like e way e girls
in e ad were posing for "Anything" her caption was
"Give me Anything n i'll be urs"..eekz!!! sounds
more like a caption for alcohol drinks..i jus hope it
will fade out soon cos i can't stand the advertisments..
haiz...PEACE OUT
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
+Dearest Mommy+
Mom,
i really miss u alot mom. there's no one here to advice/show
me love. whenever i see girls gg out with their moms, having
a great time, i cry to myself. every single night. i really love u
alot n appreciate all the things dat u've done for me. oh wad
i won't do to hear ur voice n feel ur touch here? i dun even
know if i'm gg on e right/wrong track in life. everytime i want
to do smth,i always wish i could turn to u for advice. but i can't.
who am i to u god?
...nice girl with 'heck' attitude?
...her sisters' love n
...her mom's reassuring smile?
is it dat simple to u?
is it supposed to be a complicated top secret for me?
if so...u've succeeded
coz'
i feel confused
over who i am versus who i can be
i'm so much filled with conflicting ideals
...e gd versus e bad,
always doing battle
...conscience versus matter
a questioning mind,
an unsure heart...
how can u still love me god?
when so often i turn away frm u,
always skating in e fast-line,
chasing e gd life away...
even when i know
it's a never-ending headache a cycle chaos
n easy lies.
i say i know u.
i say i love u n dat i follow ur teachings,
den i face sum probz & i forget abt u,
i compromise my values,
i jeopardize my morals,
i denigrate myself
i fall.i cry. i return to u.
but den i meet another, n e pattern returns:
i trust. i believe.
i give. i am deceived.
i fall. i cry. i return to u.
do u eva tire of my antics, god?
or wince at my coming to u with excuses & tears...
distrust my coming when only in need?
u muz love me,
i deserve less; instead u offer more.
to live n breathe n wake each day,
is nth less den ur grace in awkward glorious moment....
i really miss u alot mom. there's no one here to advice/show
me love. whenever i see girls gg out with their moms, having
a great time, i cry to myself. every single night. i really love u
alot n appreciate all the things dat u've done for me. oh wad
i won't do to hear ur voice n feel ur touch here? i dun even
know if i'm gg on e right/wrong track in life. everytime i want
to do smth,i always wish i could turn to u for advice. but i can't.
who am i to u god?
...nice girl with 'heck' attitude?
...her sisters' love n
...her mom's reassuring smile?
is it dat simple to u?
is it supposed to be a complicated top secret for me?
if so...u've succeeded
coz'
i feel confused
over who i am versus who i can be
i'm so much filled with conflicting ideals
...e gd versus e bad,
always doing battle
...conscience versus matter
a questioning mind,
an unsure heart...
how can u still love me god?
when so often i turn away frm u,
always skating in e fast-line,
chasing e gd life away...
even when i know
it's a never-ending headache a cycle chaos
n easy lies.
i say i know u.
i say i love u n dat i follow ur teachings,
den i face sum probz & i forget abt u,
i compromise my values,
i jeopardize my morals,
i denigrate myself
i fall.i cry. i return to u.
but den i meet another, n e pattern returns:
i trust. i believe.
i give. i am deceived.
i fall. i cry. i return to u.
do u eva tire of my antics, god?
or wince at my coming to u with excuses & tears...
distrust my coming when only in need?
u muz love me,
i deserve less; instead u offer more.
to live n breathe n wake each day,
is nth less den ur grace in awkward glorious moment....
+Blessed+
finally i received a piece of gd news frm the CDs dept!!!
they r back with another global CDs offered during
semester vacationz!!! yeah..they r gg to Vietnam. I
was really praying hard dat they won't give India or
China. Coz trust me those r e last 2 places i would eva
want to visit my entire life. Well, i heard there's no much
life in Vietnam either. Wadeva it is i really hope they do
take me in for the trip as only 25 students r allowed to
go. I've to take up this CDs if i want graduate on time
together with e rest of my bestiez!! abt e money for e trip,
i dun think it'll be a big issue coz i've already gotten
my ways n means to get e money..hehe..i'm in a i-dun-care
-even-if-i-get-blown-away-by-a-hailstorm-in-vietnam
-but-i-must-go-to-Vietnam-coz-i-want-to-graduate-on
-time state!! haiz..i really do hope nth will crop up e last
min. dun worry bestiez!! i'll get ya'all a souvenier ayte?
meanwhile be gd n respect ur elders(me!!!) hehe..okies
really very tired..gonna buzz off soon...adioz~
they r back with another global CDs offered during
semester vacationz!!! yeah..they r gg to Vietnam. I
was really praying hard dat they won't give India or
China. Coz trust me those r e last 2 places i would eva
want to visit my entire life. Well, i heard there's no much
life in Vietnam either. Wadeva it is i really hope they do
take me in for the trip as only 25 students r allowed to
go. I've to take up this CDs if i want graduate on time
together with e rest of my bestiez!! abt e money for e trip,
i dun think it'll be a big issue coz i've already gotten
my ways n means to get e money..hehe..i'm in a i-dun-care
-even-if-i-get-blown-away-by-a-hailstorm-in-vietnam
-but-i-must-go-to-Vietnam-coz-i-want-to-graduate-on
-time state!! haiz..i really do hope nth will crop up e last
min. dun worry bestiez!! i'll get ya'all a souvenier ayte?
meanwhile be gd n respect ur elders(me!!!) hehe..okies
really very tired..gonna buzz off soon...adioz~
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
~Fallen Angel~
Princezz is not feelin' well. So do pls try to avoid
irriating me. I was so pist off last nite. Y? Haiz..
wad else? yeah..now my throat is like killing me.
Feelin' like as tho thousand n one bugs r crawling
up my throat..all fighting to come up 1st...trust me..
it's IRRITATING..i dun wanna fall sick...not at least
now!!! my term tests r coming up...n yes i haven't
touched any bks yet. every time i try to..der'll definitely
be smth distracting me.. jeez...see how childish i am?
giving lame excuses for not studying...worry not shall
start mugging soon..how soon? God knows..yeap..
Prince Charming is turning 19 tml..everything is prepared..
but both of us will be in sch tml!! dat's e annoying part n
later part of the evening i've tuition..dunno wad to say..
haiz...wadeva it is..hope things go well tml...am i excited?
NO!! NOT AT ALL!!! coz' i'm feelin' so lousy now..have
been ignoring e msges all day...can't be bothered aldy..
have other stuffs to keep my mind on..and right now
i'm in WSAD labbie..n blogging - all coz' i'm FREAKIN'
BORED...shit!! i'm feeling so sick..gonna chao..Peace Out~
p.s. God plz save me...
irriating me. I was so pist off last nite. Y? Haiz..
wad else? yeah..now my throat is like killing me.
Feelin' like as tho thousand n one bugs r crawling
up my throat..all fighting to come up 1st...trust me..
it's IRRITATING..i dun wanna fall sick...not at least
now!!! my term tests r coming up...n yes i haven't
touched any bks yet. every time i try to..der'll definitely
be smth distracting me.. jeez...see how childish i am?
giving lame excuses for not studying...worry not shall
start mugging soon..how soon? God knows..yeap..
Prince Charming is turning 19 tml..everything is prepared..
but both of us will be in sch tml!! dat's e annoying part n
later part of the evening i've tuition..dunno wad to say..
haiz...wadeva it is..hope things go well tml...am i excited?
NO!! NOT AT ALL!!! coz' i'm feelin' so lousy now..have
been ignoring e msges all day...can't be bothered aldy..
have other stuffs to keep my mind on..and right now
i'm in WSAD labbie..n blogging - all coz' i'm FREAKIN'
BORED...shit!! i'm feeling so sick..gonna chao..Peace Out~
p.s. God plz save me...
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
~A New Beginning~
yipee!!! Back again - striking with a brand new bloggie!!
hehe..well..guess der's nth much to be excited abt..but
i'm excited..haha..coz' i deleted my previous blog as i
wanted to move my past memories outta my mind
completely. And here i am with my Princezz Bloggie...
A big FULL-STOP to my old chapter of life. Stepping
into a new Chapter of my Princezz life...yeah...would
like to thank Gowri ~ My Childhood Babe...for helping
me out here...Thanks a million babe..Love ya loadzz...
hehe..well..guess der's nth much to be excited abt..but
i'm excited..haha..coz' i deleted my previous blog as i
wanted to move my past memories outta my mind
completely. And here i am with my Princezz Bloggie...
A big FULL-STOP to my old chapter of life. Stepping
into a new Chapter of my Princezz life...yeah...would
like to thank Gowri ~ My Childhood Babe...for helping
me out here...Thanks a million babe..Love ya loadzz...